compiled a r c h i v e s .

2008-01-20T19:53:00.000+08:00

Cool electric guitars, aiming for those!

2008-01-17T18:57:00.000+08:00

Aye, just came back after the aem course at school.
It's just like a module that we learn about tourism and hospitality.
Overall still okay. xD
But the lecturer too friendly. x_x
Even i talk to her, i also scared.

During the break in between, i played one stupid game, ahah.
I think is what Paper Mario World @ MoFunZone something. xD
And during lessons got some jian huo keep disturb me, still say i disturb him. ):

I think too much ler. D:
After o levels,
I want learn musical instrument.
Actually wanted to choose drums, but for some reasons, i settled for electric guitars.
But drums looks cooler!

Update!

2008-01-12T19:23:00.000+08:00

AHHHHHH!

I mia-ed for super long! D:
First few weeks of school very busy. ):
I got free +$250 bursary to bank.

I will try to update for often, okey dokey? (:

疑心?

2007-12-31T17:09:00.001+08:00

...

The difference is extreme.
At least in gunbound, i exist.
You guys would actually bother about me.
That was gunbound...
In msn, i did not exist i never did.
It's the new year's eve.
It just seem like another day, no maybe worse.
The way i think things are mostly pessimistic.
I don't think anyone would care about this.
Should i just run back to the mindless emotionless days?
I don't know.
You people would say i did not talk, why should you talk to me.
Why did you people even talk to me in gunbound.
If you guys just ignored me in eveything.
I could at the least know, i don't mean anything.

WHAT IS THIS?
Talk to me when you feel like it?
What am i?
You might not know this.
I don't trust my real life friends.
But you guys are the first ones i really trusted.
Everyone in zooclub...

2007-12-29T18:54:00.000+08:00

Feeling very down today, often.
People say i'm emo, maybe.
But i don't like being like that too, these sequence of events just kept coming.
I don't tell people my problems, really.
No one knows much about me, i like to hide my feelings.

Being emo, not until that one slits his wrist.
I don't think i am, just one who thinks too much.
I can think really deep while answering a question.
Everything that could happen if i used the answer.

I don't i can care about people the right way.
Every time i try, it fails or that person misunderstands.
Sometimes, in fact almost all the time, other's condern are much greater than mine.
As in the person listens to them, but not me.
Maybe, i'm too afraid to speak up.
I don't think my feelings worth much.

Even in zooclub, i can get hyper very rare.
I spend time to graphics and design, since i can't work well with people.
That's the only thing i can do well in, maybe not.

There is that particular someone who is closer to one.
I know i was jealous about him, i know i am.
Now that i think is a lot of people worth more than me.
But being jealous is not helping.
I don't have much to say either.

Pretty girls sure have many companions.

I am just a _____ person.

This post shall end here....

2007-12-27T20:01:00.000+08:00

Jeff Dunham and Achmed The Dead Terrorist

Achmed The Dead Terrorist - Jingle Bombs

Jingle Bombs Lyrics

Achmed sings a christmas carol!
Merry Christmas from KZProduction

*LYRICS*
Dashing through the sand
With a bomb strapped to my back
I have a nasty plan
For Christmas in the Iraq

I got through checkpoint A
But not through checkpoint B
That's when I got shot in the ass by U.S. military

// It's not funny!

Jingle bombs, jingle bombs may blow up your seat
Where are virgins that Bin Laden promised me
Jingle bombs, jingle bombs your soldiers shot me dead
The only thing that I have left is this towel upon my head
I used to be a man, Everytime I cough, thanks to uncle sam, my nuts keep falling off
My bombing days are done, I need to find some work
perhaps it would be much safer as a convienence store night clerk...

Jingle bombs, jingle bombs I think I got screwed
Don't laugh at me because I'm dead or I kill you!

// I kill you!

Siggy Stand Outing @ Marina.

2007-12-24T10:30:00.001+08:00

Yesterday was pretty fun.
First time going out with people i had not seen.
I was still thinking of backing out the previous day.
But i didn't, luckily. ;D

I was a bit nervous during the mrt ride, haha.
When yishy called me, i didn't answer.
Then he smsed me, i was on the same train as sharleen. ._.
I reached the mrt station, city hall.
I saw some guy walking around.
I was thinking maybe he was one of them.

Then yishy called me, and told me to go the citylink mall path.
I was like so blur, i didn't went there often. xD
Then i was both of them walking and waving towards me.
We went to find icecream at the mrt station.
yishy played around with him lol.
He was still walking around there, even though we're beside him.
He finally notice us.

I just followed the them, cause i didn't know where to go. xD
And sharleen said icecream have a tico face, lol.
We went to the arcade i think, cause sharleen wanted to play house of the dead. xD
yishy changed for coins, then we went to play.
shar and yishy went for the first round at hotd.
yishy died first. ;o
I continued his turn after him lost.
Then shar lost too, left me alone with the boss.
Luckily, shar helped me with the bombing part. xD

Then we've gone to the jungle, i mean we played Let's go jungle!
shar and yishy went in first, seriously they look together but didn't dare say. xD
Then me and icecream played, okay.
He died first. ;o
Then we played parapara, lol.
Seriously, my first time playing. ._.
yishy is pro, so is sharleen.
Then i went to play the percussion thingy, threee rounds.
First round lost already, i go choose standard one. T_T
Then i saw my school mate, different class though, yishy said we are different. ;o

We went for lunch, i think.
Long john silvers. ;D
We went to a second hand music store.
yishy said we could look at cd covers for inspiration for siggies.
shar went of to suntec to meet her boyfriend.
yishy wen to toilet, left me and icecream there. ;o

Then we went to the arcade again.
There was this american guy who used two gun for hotd. x_x
We thought he was pro, then he died so fast. lol.
yishy and i played time crisis 2.
I died earlier. D:
yishy survived for quite sometime with one health.
Until this 'boss' bugged? and whacked yishy twice. ;o

sharleen came back then we went for National Treasure: Book Of Secrets.
I like that author guy. xD
And the table was amazing, so stylo one.
If i had one of those the resolute desk. ;D LOL.

Then we decided to go home already.
yishy went the other way, sharleen, icecream and me went this way.
icecream went off at outram park, i think.
then left me and shar, she send me some songs.
Then she keep asking if she very fierce meh? lol.
I went off to transfer jurong east station.
Then i reach home after taking the lrt.

Out wandering

2007-12-22T18:32:00.000+08:00

1. I've noticed the repetitive clothings and bags appearing in transports like the mrt.
Older people are seen with repetitive clothings such as flowery patterns and stuff, I don't know what's so nice about that kind of clothings maybe it's the trend of oldies.
Not that younger people dislike repetitive stuff, they have them, not as in clothings but bags.
Not quite true for the second point, that's what i think.

2. There is this guy, erm huge guy. He's extremely overweight for sure. The ways he walks up the bus is like a giant. The weird thing is his hand is small, very small. Okay, now one thing i had noticed, he did not zip his pants. He still walks normally to find his seat. Right beside me, I think i'm falling already, he took almost 2 seats. When he notice his zips were undone was like so long after, he then zip it. =.=

3. New spectacles coming this sunday, not tomorrow.
It's black with red stripe along the side.
Quite nice i see, don't know if it looks nice on me.
Price is 119, i don't think its that expensive. =/

4. Got the bursary stuff this year too, forgot how much was it.
I always got them on alternate years, no really.
I hope the next year too, gonna break it this time.

Fake, all lies...

2007-12-21T11:27:00.001+08:00

Everything is fake, those are all lies...

The wind spoke to me...

The Law of the Garbage Truck

2007-12-19T10:41:00.000+08:00

Beware of Garbage Trucks
by David J. Pollay

How often do you let other people's nonsense change your mood?

Do you let a bad driver, rude waiter, curt boss, or an insensitive employee ruin your day? Unless you're the Terminator, for an instant you're probably set back on your heels. However, the mark of a successful person is how quickly he/she can get back her focus on what's important.

Sixteen years ago I learned this lesson. I learned it in the back of a New York City taxi cab. Here's what happened.

I hopped in a taxi, and we took off for Grand Central Station. We were driving in the right lane when, all of a sudden, a black car jumped out of a parking space right in front of us. My taxi driver slammed on his breaks, skidded, and missed the other car's back end by just inches!

The driver of the other car, the guy who almost caused a big accident, whipped his head around and he started yelling bad words at us. My taxi driver just smiled and waved at the guy. And I mean, he was friendly. So, I said, 'Why did you just do that? This guy almost ruined your car and sent us to the hospital!'

And this is when my taxi driver told me what I now call, 'The Law of the Garbage Truck.'

Many people are like garbage trucks. They run around full of garbage, full of frustration, full of anger, and full of disappointment. As their garbage piles up, they need a place to dump it. And if you let them, they'll dump it on you. When someone wants to dump on you, don't take it personally. You just smile, wave, wish them well, and move on. You'll be happy you did.

So this was it: The 'Law of the Garbage Truck.'

I started thinking, how often do I let Garbage Trucks run right over me? And how often do I take their garbage and spread it to other people: at work, at home, on the streets?

It was that day I said, 'I'm not going to do it anymore.' I began to see garbage trucks. I see the load they're carrying. I see them coming to drop it off. And like my Taxi Driver, I don't make it a personal thing; I just smile, wave, wish them well, and I move on. One of my favorite football players of all time, Walter Payton, did this every day on the football field. He would jump up as quickly as he hit the ground after being tackled. He never dwelled on a hit. Payton was ready to make the next play his best.

Good leaders know they have to be ready for their next meeting.
Good parents know that they have to welcome their children home from school with hugs and kisses.
Teachers and parents know that they have to be fully present, and at their best for the people they care about.

The bottom line is that successful people do not let Garbage Trucks take over their day. What about you? What would happen in your life, starting today, if you let more garbage trucks pass you by?

You'll be happier here's my bet.

So.. Love the people who treat you right.
Forget about the ones who don't.
Believe that everything happens for a reason.
If you get a chance, TAKE IT!
If it changes your life, LET IT!

Nobody said it would be easy...
They just promised it would be worth it!

Credits to Laur for showing this at PPF.

Yet another meaningful life story.
Great life tips!
Read it!

Sushi anyone?

2007-12-18T09:25:00.000+08:00

Do you love sushi?
I do.

Although they originated from Japan, Singapore has a great supply of them.
Most people love them, and eat them once in awhile.
Sushis could be found in almost any supermarket or restaurant.

If you really haven't eaten it, try it i'm sure you'll love it.
But my advice is not to try those with raw fish toppings, i personally dislike them.

There are many different types for sushis.

Nigiri-zushi
This is the typical hand-formed sushi.
It consists of an oblong mound of sushi rice that is pressed between the palms of the hands, with a speck of wasabi and a slice of topping called neta draped over it. This is possibly bound with a thin band of seaweed, and is often served in pairs.

Maki-zushi
This is the rolled sushi.
A cylindrical piece, formed with the help of a bamboo mat, called a makisu (巻き簾). Makizushi is generally wrapped in nori, but can occasionally be found wrapped in a thin omelette, sesame seeds, cucumber, or parsley.

Temakizushi

Temaki (手巻き, lit. hand rolls). A large cone-shaped piece of nori on the outside and the ingredients spilling out the wide end. A typical temaki is about ten centimeters (4 in) long, and is eaten with fingers because it is too awkward to pick it up with chopsticks.

Slight extract from wikipedia.

You must love sushi okay?
Baibai!

Howl's Moving Castle

2007-12-17T11:38:00.000+08:00

Watch it here!

About Howl's Moving Castle.

This is not a recently released movie, but it's the first time i heard of it from my zhuren.
The director is the one who made Spirited Away too. ;D

Synopsis

A young woman named Sophie is cursed by the Witch of the Waste, turns into an old woman, and is unable to tell anyone of her plight. Unable to continue her job at her mother's hat shop, she goes to the ambulatory castle of the notorious wizard Howl and insinuates herself into his household. Sophie befriends Calcifer, the fire demon who powers the castle and who is bound to Howl by a contract, the terms of which Calcifer cannot reveal. They promise to help each other with their problems. Like Calcifer, Howl can also see through the Witch's spell, and he and Sophie fall in love. Sophie helps Howl confront his former teacher, and the Witch of the Waste. Written by Ian

Characters

Sophie (Grandma)
Howl (Prince)
Witch of the waste (Random witch)
Califer (Fire demon)
Markl (Howl's apprentice)
Madame Suliman (Queen)
Turnip (Scarecrow)

Review

Howl's Moving Castle (HMC) is amazingly colorful. The wide range of colors used in this film really help things stand out even more and enhances the fantasy in the movie. HMC is more about a young lady by the name of Sophie that encountered a mysteriously handsome stranger. She was cursed by some witch which made her look like an old lady, she went away and encounters a huge moving castle with mechanical legs with the help of Turnip the cursed scarecrow.

This movie is slightly predictable as like any other romance films. The director is good in bringing the audience into the film, he makes us feel the actual happiness in the shoes of the characters. Music in the film had made a huge impact on the film, this is what makes the movie alive.

Girls would probably be mesmerized by Howl. (Just like my zhuren)
Overall nice movie, worth watching. ;D

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Jealous?

2007-12-16T21:03:00.000+08:00

Jealousy can be a hell in close relationships.
What is jealousy exactly?
Google is listed second on my best friends list on par with wikipedia.
You do not need to know the first one. ;D

Jealousy typically refers to the thoughts, feelings, and behaviors that occur when a person believes a valued relationship is being threatened by a rival. This rival may or may not know that he or she is perceived as a threat.

Extract from wikipedia.

Somehow this person is extremely prone to jealousy.
Things happening around cause him to be emotional at times.
He wouldn't say much since he isn't in an relationship with that person.
It might also be his fault, not able to blend and join in with the chats.
He would actually keep quiet about things happening around him.
He doesn't want to make a big fuss about this issue since he have no say.

The only thing he wants is the least possible thing he can achieve.
He want to be like any other guys around in town.
But someone he adores seem to be having rather much fun talking with other people than himself.
He looks at the way people flirting around her with jealousy.
He just wants an average girl whom he can share his happiness and sad times with.

Maybe he was thinking too much.
Maybe he did not know what is the true meaning of flirt.
Maybe he doesn't even know how to trust people.

He had been always paranoid till the point that he trusted no one except himself, not even his parents.
He was an extremely quiet guy, with many things to say.
Some might accuse him of being too paranoid, resulting in loss of friends.
He kept quiet in order not to let someone think he is petty, even in serious conditions.

Once it got over his limits,
he tried to tell the person, wondering if she really knows what he meant.
Now, he still doesn't know the true feelings of being loved and cared for.

No one truly knows who he really is.

This was just what he thinks.

Nice story?
You don't know him, don't try to act as if you know.

Lygophobia?

2007-12-15T20:23:00.000+08:00

Darkness had always been one of the worst in my list of phobias.

Darkness which is the absence of light, without light nothing can be seen.

Is like when it's two o' clock early morning, everyone is sleeping.
You have to do every single thing stealthily, just like a thief trying to steal at night.
What if you fail to do this, your parents or siblings woke up, you failed.
And when they wake up, all you get is scoldings and sometimes physical actions which never occurred for me.

Somehow it is extremely dark due to the lack of light, you couldn't see a thing.
Even trying to wash your hand after late night reading could become a problem.
It was like a few steps during daylight, it turns to a mile in darkness.

Darkness had often been seen as a separate issue than to the loss of light.
It has been seen as something which had something to do with evil and all sorts.
Fear of darkness heightened by imagination, a stuffed toy may appear a monster in the dark.
Just like the Teletubies. ;D
Nightmares contribute to the fear of darkness too, but what is the main cause of nightmares?
Some might say it's stress, while most others would be the horror movies.

Why let yourself be shivering at night?

Why are the producers of those movies earning big bucks?

Why do you want to still watch them time after time you got scared?

Why?

You were seeking for the thrills and excitement from the movies.
Just like when the musics starts to deepen, your heartbeat is faster than usual.
You never know when the 'thing' would suddenly come out.
It could be just one of the audience standing up suddenly, could send chills down your spine.

What if you screamed?
People who be thinking you are mad, the 'thing' haven't even came out.

I was personally afraid of darkness and all sorts of ghostly beings when i was young.
Especially clowns.
Isn't everyone the same?
But not now, i know of many who already overcame this fears. and I'm currently trying.
But now as i walk down some dark alley, i would think of all sorts of things that would pop out suddenly.

If you actually do bring me along for lunches or even supper, please do not bring me to some Macdonald's which have the clowns sitting on the bench.
Try not to even bring me to Macdonald's cause the food is quite bad if i compared them to the other fast food restaurants.

The twisted smile on their face might seem funny to some, but to me it seemed like some sicko trying to plot a murder.

That's all for now, that was the longest post i had. ;D

The first ever post to land...

2007-12-15T11:25:00.001+08:00

Why is does this blog have such a weird url?
Cause i can get free linking from teh veroneko, plus i don't have any nice url to use. (Inserts Evillord smiley)
Url's can be changed via the dashboard right?
(Y)

Nao for some quizzes to start the blog, since it's still early I'll update on today's stuff at night. ;D

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